GRA.VEN.CLAW.

here are the things i felt these past few days…
I know I am sensitive
alam mo pala bakit palagi mo paring ginagawa ung mga bagay that makes me sensitive….
situation…
tama bang magpahiya sa harap ng maraming tao okey lang kung satin satin lang pero sa harap ng mga lower years ……pwede namang tumingin sa pamphlet…
sigawan… alam ko paulit-ulit ako.. pero kung ginagawa mo di hindi ko uulitin… diba…

I know I find it hard to spell words…
but almost all the people around me tells that I can not spell words…
these make me loss my confidence that why I always in doubt about how words are spelled…
I know sometimes I find it hard to read words……but you always make me fell that i can’t do it….

I know I am the leader…
how can a group stand if some of it don’t do…
how can I entrusted a work to you if we both know you can do it…
these makes me do all the works…
…if you don’t like me to become a leader…
make your self a good member to make me realize that you are better that me as a leader…

as a realization…
a thousand or billions of sorry can or can not heal an injured heart…
the damage has been done….
the scar will last a life time…

…I know that I am being dramatic, emo… or to others insensitive…
but this is what i felt….
just what I said sorry can heal but the scar will last…
sad….
sad…
sad.
sad

this things are not intented to make others fell guilty…
but this is just the way I can release the fellings i felt…..

“There’s a lot i dont understand about life you meet thousands of people and met one person and your life has change”—Maggie Murdock(Anne Hathaway) -Love and Other Drugs-